Today I've felt worthless. I don't know why or what is making me feel like this, but oh well. I've also felt very lonely! Which is surprising. It's because I haven't been seeing Teddy as much due to the fact that he works during the night, and I work during the day -_-

Hopefully I will be able to move out soon and things can be grand. NO PARENTS = more privacy. Thank holy god. XD I could go for some more of that...I feel as if I have 3 things that make up my life. Teddy, Work(Which even then doesn't take up a lot) and whatever after that.

I know that I have more than a couple friends, but I just don't hang out with them. I know that I should. But whatev's. So I think taking Brett's advice is working. He said that guys are easy to figure out as long as you don't bother them all the time and make them food. While it is true that Teddy loves food I'm also starting to think that me not texting him all the time is making him more fond of me I mean without having to ask or suggest he visited me at work!

The thought of someone caring for you and knowing that they think about you is AMAZING. Like holy cow! Anyway...I'm tired. So I'm out for tonight!!